Zodiac Sign Cancer

#Cancer's are one of the most bipolar signs, only true friends know how to deal with them.


Can you deal with me ?


#Cancer is sensual, sweet and flirty


o.O??


am i ? #Cancers are not likely to have a large circle of friends, those who are close to them are of paramount importance


know ?


#Cancer has a difficult time trusting people.


please don't waste my trust.

How i felt.

Last time you said that where ever i go nor reach nor im busy i should just inform eu 1st right ?
haha i did it. but.. these days when eu go out i didnt receive anything from eu unless i ask..
Is it because we're gonna go into the cold mode of relationship that u've said ?
I admit that i don't like this feelings nor is it my problem ?
Shouldn't i get any "jiao dai" from eu ?
Are eu starting to getting bored of me now ?
I know that i'm useless now. I can't do this can't do that and can't go here can't go there.
Do i still have the rights to stop eu from doing what eu wants nor going wherever eu want ?
I thinks of this issue often.
idk when this starts but sometimes i even felt that i am a burden for anyone close to me nor to this world.
haha i'm fucking down now.

Dear Daniel Tai.

Now maybe u can start walking on 15th.
So after u can walk make sure that u put ur full effort on ur life and don't waste time anymore.
ppls around you are way better than u.
ure left behind now. so u must fast forward. don't lay around anymore.

Sincerely Daniel tai

What i can do?

I was thinking maybe is my problem ? maybe what ure saying is right ?

that idk how to pak toh ? idk how to care ur feelings ?

just when i wanna say sorry..

u told me that u wanna change and say that i don't like that way ?

since when i said that ?

okay that was yesterday.. i said sorry twice and u said that u've forgive me. so?

today i hug u, and u said what u've said yesterday i get angry cuz i didn't say it!

after that i hug again.. and u said it again.. i didn't say i don't like!

i was thinking of doing it the next time we go out..

haha u tell me what can i do?
i can't hug u.. i scare that u'll say it again ;(

Life?

hahaha with an miserable life like i has now i wish i could just die or be vanished from this world.
but i can't ! too much of responsibility and weight that i have to carry!
im not like some ppl that born in good families but sure i'm jealous of them. who doesn't ? lol
I have to go on no matter what and improve my lifestyle. Fights for it!
I know i can! I need to! I have to!

Feel

Know how i felt each time eu says that eu wanna go here nor go there ?
haha! i feel bad, i feel useless, i feel that im not important anymore and i cant bring then u call other ppl fetch.
i feel more worse than above! FML!

Zodiac

A friend of #Cancer is usually a lifelong devoted friend that can be trusted.


But why i feel lonely now ? ;(


#Cancer are complex, fragile, unpredictable and temperamental and need constant support and encouragement.


As long as i have you. i can do it ;)

Interview

Today she went to interview for job at sungai chua ;)
it was 11.29 A.M she reach there.. but i was worried cuz she never replied me till 12.22P.M
so i was thinking of write blog for awhile then suddenly the laptop off! then she replied me on 12.23 P.M
haha i was relieved ;D
but i am hungry now.. and i miss her so much! lols

Am i full of myself ? How Handsome~ xD

Bii~ Wo ♥ Ni

                

At her home xD

                                                             

At the dinner

                                                
                                                                        Before that ;)

                                                                             heheh~

                  

                                                                     This is special~

1.38 A.M , 05/11/11

Today my leg still can't walk, as usual doctor says can't let the leg uses strengths on 25th oct and that is my 2nd follow up at KPJ kajang.
Still i feel sad, because i can't walk, cant do this and that.
I felt insecure, sad, helpless, useless and what else ? almost all the negative emotions will occurs on me now v.v
I miss my family, friends, colleague, my life, i miss everything!
But this is faith i suppose ?
faith that i need to go and live it on either i want it or not ;)
just live my live thou ?
haha i will do my best ;D