different between humanities.

Not all ppl will just say sorry each times. just because they loved u more or love u most.
u can't expect everyone to just say sorry each time just because they love u the most.
maybe it's my fault ? haha idk why love must be like this.
why must it be all man's fault ?
haha i know this time it was my fault.
but when u pressed my leg it's not that i wanna scold u.
i was scared. i was scared for the pain thati've experienced before to start over.
i was scared to waste three more month of my life again.
i'm so sorry that i am not like him. i'm not like him doesn't mean that i love myself more.
and i didn't compare u to anyone else.
sorry to make u feel hard to be with me.
sorry i can't give the thing u want to u.
sorry that i'm not rich.
sorry that i can't drive now.
sorry that last time i can't fetch u.
sorry that i'm useless.
sorry for wasting your five month time to be with me.
sorry for making u suffer.
sorry for making u lose so many thing.
sorry for making u lose ur "hou lu"
sorry for everything that i caused to u.

Truth.

I remember that last time i got ask u to ask me everything every question that you've asked and i will tell the truth not lie. and today you asked a question that you've asked before. so i tell the truth. cause i don't wanna lie to you.. Is that also wrong ? and did you realize that every time you ask me some question you asked before we sure argue.. and i know it's my fault for lie to you at the first time.. sorry.. as i promised i wont tell any lies again. ask me if u like.. but for sure you'll angry if you get other answer again.. and sure we'll argue.. i hate this feelings! ;(

Too Strict ?

Am i too strict ? I shouldn't be like this.. i'm sorry..

Maybe i'm too over react ?

i don't wanna lose you.

i don't want u to lie to me.

i like to think things too much.

it's a bad thing ?

if i start to stop thinking.. what would you think ?

What would u think if i do the same ?

i didn't say i don't want you to go anywhere.

at least ask me 1st. not confirm 1st.

i dunno why i'll be like this, i'm not like this last time. i mean each time i'm in a relationship,

i wont control my partner. Haha

Zodiac Sign Cancer

#Cancer's are one of the most bipolar signs, only true friends know how to deal with them.


Can you deal with me ?


#Cancer is sensual, sweet and flirty


o.O??


am i ? #Cancers are not likely to have a large circle of friends, those who are close to them are of paramount importance


know ?


#Cancer has a difficult time trusting people.


please don't waste my trust.

How i felt.

Last time you said that where ever i go nor reach nor im busy i should just inform eu 1st right ?
haha i did it. but.. these days when eu go out i didnt receive anything from eu unless i ask..
Is it because we're gonna go into the cold mode of relationship that u've said ?
I admit that i don't like this feelings nor is it my problem ?
Shouldn't i get any "jiao dai" from eu ?
Are eu starting to getting bored of me now ?
I know that i'm useless now. I can't do this can't do that and can't go here can't go there.
Do i still have the rights to stop eu from doing what eu wants nor going wherever eu want ?
I thinks of this issue often.
idk when this starts but sometimes i even felt that i am a burden for anyone close to me nor to this world.
haha i'm fucking down now.