different between humanities.

Not all ppl will just say sorry each times. just because they loved u more or love u most.
u can't expect everyone to just say sorry each time just because they love u the most.
maybe it's my fault ? haha idk why love must be like this.
why must it be all man's fault ?
haha i know this time it was my fault.
but when u pressed my leg it's not that i wanna scold u.
i was scared. i was scared for the pain thati've experienced before to start over.
i was scared to waste three more month of my life again.
i'm so sorry that i am not like him. i'm not like him doesn't mean that i love myself more.
and i didn't compare u to anyone else.
sorry to make u feel hard to be with me.
sorry i can't give the thing u want to u.
sorry that i'm not rich.
sorry that i can't drive now.
sorry that last time i can't fetch u.
sorry that i'm useless.
sorry for wasting your five month time to be with me.
sorry for making u suffer.
sorry for making u lose so many thing.
sorry for making u lose ur "hou lu"
sorry for everything that i caused to u.

Truth.

I remember that last time i got ask u to ask me everything every question that you've asked and i will tell the truth not lie. and today you asked a question that you've asked before. so i tell the truth. cause i don't wanna lie to you.. Is that also wrong ? and did you realize that every time you ask me some question you asked before we sure argue.. and i know it's my fault for lie to you at the first time.. sorry.. as i promised i wont tell any lies again. ask me if u like.. but for sure you'll angry if you get other answer again.. and sure we'll argue.. i hate this feelings! ;(

Too Strict ?

Am i too strict ? I shouldn't be like this.. i'm sorry..

Maybe i'm too over react ?

i don't wanna lose you.

i don't want u to lie to me.

i like to think things too much.

it's a bad thing ?

if i start to stop thinking.. what would you think ?

What would u think if i do the same ?

i didn't say i don't want you to go anywhere.

at least ask me 1st. not confirm 1st.

i dunno why i'll be like this, i'm not like this last time. i mean each time i'm in a relationship,

i wont control my partner. Haha

Zodiac Sign Cancer

#Cancer's are one of the most bipolar signs, only true friends know how to deal with them.


Can you deal with me ?


#Cancer is sensual, sweet and flirty


o.O??


am i ? #Cancers are not likely to have a large circle of friends, those who are close to them are of paramount importance


know ?


#Cancer has a difficult time trusting people.


please don't waste my trust.

How i felt.

Last time you said that where ever i go nor reach nor im busy i should just inform eu 1st right ?
haha i did it. but.. these days when eu go out i didnt receive anything from eu unless i ask..
Is it because we're gonna go into the cold mode of relationship that u've said ?
I admit that i don't like this feelings nor is it my problem ?
Shouldn't i get any "jiao dai" from eu ?
Are eu starting to getting bored of me now ?
I know that i'm useless now. I can't do this can't do that and can't go here can't go there.
Do i still have the rights to stop eu from doing what eu wants nor going wherever eu want ?
I thinks of this issue often.
idk when this starts but sometimes i even felt that i am a burden for anyone close to me nor to this world.
haha i'm fucking down now.

Dear Daniel Tai.

Now maybe u can start walking on 15th.
So after u can walk make sure that u put ur full effort on ur life and don't waste time anymore.
ppls around you are way better than u.
ure left behind now. so u must fast forward. don't lay around anymore.

Sincerely Daniel tai

What i can do?

I was thinking maybe is my problem ? maybe what ure saying is right ?

that idk how to pak toh ? idk how to care ur feelings ?

just when i wanna say sorry..

u told me that u wanna change and say that i don't like that way ?

since when i said that ?

okay that was yesterday.. i said sorry twice and u said that u've forgive me. so?

today i hug u, and u said what u've said yesterday i get angry cuz i didn't say it!

after that i hug again.. and u said it again.. i didn't say i don't like!

i was thinking of doing it the next time we go out..

haha u tell me what can i do?
i can't hug u.. i scare that u'll say it again ;(

Life?

hahaha with an miserable life like i has now i wish i could just die or be vanished from this world.
but i can't ! too much of responsibility and weight that i have to carry!
im not like some ppl that born in good families but sure i'm jealous of them. who doesn't ? lol
I have to go on no matter what and improve my lifestyle. Fights for it!
I know i can! I need to! I have to!

Feel

Know how i felt each time eu says that eu wanna go here nor go there ?
haha! i feel bad, i feel useless, i feel that im not important anymore and i cant bring then u call other ppl fetch.
i feel more worse than above! FML!

Zodiac

A friend of #Cancer is usually a lifelong devoted friend that can be trusted.


But why i feel lonely now ? ;(


#Cancer are complex, fragile, unpredictable and temperamental and need constant support and encouragement.


As long as i have you. i can do it ;)

Interview

Today she went to interview for job at sungai chua ;)
it was 11.29 A.M she reach there.. but i was worried cuz she never replied me till 12.22P.M
so i was thinking of write blog for awhile then suddenly the laptop off! then she replied me on 12.23 P.M
haha i was relieved ;D
but i am hungry now.. and i miss her so much! lols

Am i full of myself ? How Handsome~ xD

Bii~ Wo ♥ Ni

                

At her home xD

                                                             

At the dinner

                                                
                                                                        Before that ;)

                                                                             heheh~

                  

                                                                     This is special~

1.38 A.M , 05/11/11

Today my leg still can't walk, as usual doctor says can't let the leg uses strengths on 25th oct and that is my 2nd follow up at KPJ kajang.
Still i feel sad, because i can't walk, cant do this and that.
I felt insecure, sad, helpless, useless and what else ? almost all the negative emotions will occurs on me now v.v
I miss my family, friends, colleague, my life, i miss everything!
But this is faith i suppose ?
faith that i need to go and live it on either i want it or not ;)
just live my live thou ?
haha i will do my best ;D

i dont know what shoukd i do.

hahah what do you think i should do?
the <3 thingy i told her to write?
lol? ure angry cuz of this?
what should i do? deactivate fb?
delete that picture?
say sorry to eu now does it mean that you will
tell me back that i am not wrong? haha
ure angry cuz i sms with M and Y? so i stopped.
when ure smsing with him what i feel?
when ure out with him what i feel?
Okay that day de things never happens..
what i wanna reply to her is "haha thank eu!"
not <3 xD
i wont write <3 to other ppl except eu!
eu know that right?

?

not that i've lost confident on u.
its because i dont love nor like u.
i think only one month that i felt that i like u. not called love.
understands now ?

i dont meant all those

so please dont misunderstands what've i said ok ?
xD

BIATCH

i dont need ur fucking forgiveness lol!
why would u think i need it anyway?
haha u made me laugh xD
who do U think u are?
say me ?
hahahahhahaha

i dont understands.

why will addiction will cause us to forget who we are.
i know ure bored, ure tired of thislife with me.
but what can i say nor do ?
i only will say it in my heart that i will bring u happiness and give u what u want.
im sorry that i cannot give it to u now.
but u know. sometimes i really thinks why? when u say u wanna eat this nor that i will remember it.
and i never really tried to remember anything as hard as this :) foolish aight ?
frasers hill, langkawi, singapore, clubbing, watch movie and much much more is in my mind, my list.
why is it thr ?
even my frens called me, they were rejected much more times than u think ;)
smoke? here i tell u. i never before tried to stop as much as i do now! what does it feels ?
HELL!
hah idk what imma saying now sorry.
what u feel after seeing this ? i would like to know. but i also dont wanna know.
why would i care if u go club with other guys? sms? i never really reply em so happily and so like close since im with u.
im sorry. this is how i am.

Valentines

hmmm valentines huh ?

it's just about 1 more day.

To think back bout valentines..

In my whole life i've never went through it with a girl before, meh! pathetic :O

I really wanna pass it with my other half..

but nooo i have no other half xD

maybe i'm just too choosie or what lol .

talking bout the day heh ?

hmmm i think i wont do anything special on that day cuz i have work on that day or maybe nooo.. zzz

stupid superior dunno how to plans ppl's off day much.

bout half an hour back i was thinking of going to visit her and i have the whole perfect plan on my head.

but think back.. i think i shouldn't do it.

and thinks its better that we be frens ? and the other half of my mind was thinking : woi go and do it la! 

later regret.

imma be crazy now lol!!

what should i do huh ?

my friend told me that be single and upgrade ur life status 1st before thinks bout relationship.

hmm kinda refreshin to hear that. thanks buddy ! ;)) althou u can't see this :D

and at last! what i wanna say is.. be happy and enjoy ur valentines everyone!

especially eu! hope u'll be happy :)

Sincerely.  Daniel 

Picture of my working life :)

playing games xDD

woiii i'm on phone can't u see ??

erm...

my colleague :)

my colleague also xD

The 1st post for my BLOG!

Well what should i write ?
hmmm
My name is Daniel tai !  hiii yaa!! xD
Age is 20 and 21 on this coming july .
Hobbies and Interests is SLEEP and HAVE FUN !
like to smile :DD
Do something challenging is what i like!
Currently Single and not available :)
Kajang peeps is me~
i think that's all huh ?
what else ?? 
NAHH! end here 1st